Really starting to hate Fridays...just saying. My girl, my child, my tween, gone again. Me? alone again. Any chance of getting help on the move or cleaning or updates - dwindling..My stbx wants to start moving us but the place isn't ready and he's the last person on earth that I want to help me move! It's his fault we're moving to this place. Boy, he just can't get rid of us fast enough.
And to think I used to make heart shaped biscuits for that man! Sickens me to think about all the love and affection I poured into him. How he went from calling "just because" to calling just because I didn't fix his lunch bag right.
Anyway, I'm proud of me today. I got in a descent workout in small bursts throughout the day during bathroom breaks, naps, and movies. I ate light so I'm feeling a little better. Most importantly I managed 33 sit ups with out having to support my neck. It took longer that I'd like it to because the pain stopped me a few times, but I was able to do it and hours later its not bothering me. I took my poor neck all the way back to floor exercises when I first fell last April. I went right back into intense P.T mode and it seems to have paid off!
I'm feeling pretty strong and confident right now. I still wish I could look in the mirror and like what I see or see what others see, but that day hasn't come yet. I really hope it will soon. I'd love to see what all the compliments are about.
In other news, tons of work to do tomorrow. Hoping to be reimbursed for the money I have to spend tomorrow to buy a shop vac and heater, but I have to do what I have to do. All my bills and fees are paid except for a medical bill who wants to sue me. I don't really see a good side to that, but I'm doing all I can do and that's all I can do.
Really not enjoying this Friday, though it is raining which is lovely, I think I'll let it lul me off to dream land~
Surprise twist - my sister called out of the blue and I was able to talk to her about all that's going on (still keeping discrete) and we talked until my phone died, killed a couple of hours, NOW I should sleep really well!
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