Emotional Roller Coaster

I guess that describes the day so far and its not even 4am. I awoke at 1am with the words to my story pressing on my heart. I fought back tears as I wrote 4 pages, remembering those first few minutes after waking up to my new TBI life, not knowing my daughter or being able to speak or move well. I hurried online to share the news of a new book  and found myself completely unable to hold back the tears any longer! I went from feeling happy and special  to devastated and unwanted, in one quick swoop of emotion and now I'm sitting here numb, trying to type something positive about life but finding none. Can't wait to see what the rest of this day holds! {extreme sarcasm}