Friday, December 30, 2011

one of many, I'm sure

Last night, I awoke suddenly to my daughter standing over me as I lay on the couch. It then occurred to me just how uncomfortable the couch was and as I began coughing like crazy again, I fell into a bit of a pity party :( "Thirteen years of treasuring, loving, honoring, obeying,and supporting him and all I get is a lousy couch and check?!" There were some tears followed by more coughing and then I drifted back to sleep. 


Later I awoke to my daughter's voice. "Mom? Mom? Mom?" 


I jumped up and ran into her room to see her snuggled up to the dog I bought her for Christmas. Then she murmured one final "Mom?" 


I whispered, "Mom's here and I'm not going anywhere." 


Then my girl smiled and snuggled a little tighter. 


The emotional impact of all of this is starting to sink in. 

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