Tuesday, December 20, 2011

~More Mornings Like This~

Last night after meeting two great people, I came home to an empty apartment, lit some candles and sank into a hot bubble bath. No one was outside the door yelling that I was using too much water and there were no crashing sounds coming from the kitchen to say that dishes were on the wrong side of the sink and his royal highness couldn't fill his water jug because apparently both hands were broke....Ahhhh I sank into a full tub of hot bubbles and relaxed.....


When I could barely feel the hot anymore, I slipped into some fresh from the dryer jammies and I and Penny curled up in my daughter's bed (since she slept over at her friend's house), then I slept. I was awoken by Penny barking when he came in from work. I showed her who it was and back to sleep I went. 


I didn't get my text to work today and so I just woke up. I awoke so peacefully and slept so well, I just thought to myself, "there should be more mornings like this". Even if I only see them on an occasional Saturday or Sunday, I'll take it to feel this* alert and at ease. 


For those following this journey, I will be out of town through Thursday and unable to have internet access. There is a slight possibility that I'll be able to borrow Bunny's grandmother's computer, but her internet is very "iffy". Since I still have no replacement headlight on my car, I'm going to avoid driving back in the dark because I don't need a ticket or the migraine that attempting it is sure to bring. 


Crashing at my soon to be ex-mom-n-law's.......awkward & yet necessary.........

3 comments:

  1. Merry Christmas Lisa! I'm sorry for all that is going but I'm sure it will all work out in the end. I am praying for you. Sorry for the way he did it all, but its not all that uncommon this day and time. Alex's girlfriend broke up with him by text on New's Year Eve after cancelling their date which we later found out so she could go out with her old boyfriend. Classy chick I tell ya. It was really a great thing for him and I was glad it happened and you are slowly seeing the same for yourself.

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  2. Thanks Lisa! I appreciate those prayers. It can only get better from here :)

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  3. I cannot say the words to express what I fell about him. so sorry. You put up with so much and tried your best.

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